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To further illustrate how I wish to present the fact that I was not mister impressive superman supercop, there were a LOT of
police experiences that I did not experience. Here are a few examples:

I never saw people trapped in a crashed car that was on fire. That burned them to death. Sometimes they were already dead, or
unconscious. Sometimes they were very much alive until the fire got them. But I didn’t have to see any of those events in
progress. Some I saw afterward, but I was spared hearing and seeing the victims beg and scream and plead as they died. But I
knew officers who did have to helplessly witness things like that.

I wasn’t the first officer to check on a nearby state trooper who wasn’t answering his radio at the scene of a traffic stop one night.
Because the driver had decided to fatally shoot the trooper in the face and kill him immediately and then speed off.